If tears could build a stairway and memories were a lane. We would walk right up to heaven and bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken no time to say goodbye. You were gone before we knew it and only God knows why. Our hearts still ache in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you no one can ever know. But now we know you want us to mourn for you no more to remember all the happy times life still has much in store. Since you’ll never be forgotten we pledge to you today a hallowed place within our hearts is where you’ll always stay.

We will always remember you "Molly"

Julie, Andy, Emma and the rest of the family

My brother was born severely brain damaged. My parents, John and Linda Weaver, chose to have him at home rather than institutionalizing him. He never spoke and was blind. He died unexpectedly, absolutely no warning. We woke up in the morning and he was gone. I didn't realize what an important role he played in my life until he was gone. The day he died, my mom looked at my father and me and said with tears flowing down her face, "He never said 'Mom'." He is truly missed everyday.

Hello Fern

Miss you lots and you were a good friend and I loved you a lot. Tell Alice and Pop pop I said hello and miss them lots too. Hope you are doing good and feeling better. God bless and will sure be hard for me tomorrow at veiwing and furnal.

love you lots
RIP

Love,

Allison Linda Ron and cuddles

A wonderful friend who always smiled and brought joy into my life. She taught me how great friends could be and that they are the best thing ever. Melissa

Father of Sheree,Nancy,Judy,Doreen and Carol Ann. Brother of Darwin,Meredith,Joe,Robert and Carol. Son of Myrl and Nancy (Bowling) Webb. Gone too soon ... Will be missed.

In loving memory from Angela, Timothy, and Kelly

Dear Dad, I'm glad you are at peace now. I miss you terribly but know that I've always loved you -- I always will.

He was an honorable man who expected that others act honorably. We miss his wisdom and mourn his loss.

Physician, Surgeon, Husband, Father. Will always be missed and remembered.

Grandma Gracie

You have only just passed on but already I miss you so much. You put up such a fight and fought courageously on but in the end, it got too much and you are now having sweet dreams. Send my love to all our family and friends who are resting together. Send my love to my grandad Ted, who I never knew but would definitely have loved to have met him. We will look after Baby Eastlake who is on her way to be with us in your memory.

Sweet Dreams Gracie.

Your Only Granddaughter
Lorraine Clare Eastlake (nearly 8 weeks pregnant with your 10th great-grandchild) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

To a dear Nan, always so kind and patient and stoical. You'll be missed and remembered by your granddaughters Jane and Sue, your grandson, David, and your great grandchildren, Thomas and Georgina. Rest in peace.

He taught us to laugh, to sing, to talk and listen to each other. He taught us to love and not to hate. Those of us who were around him benefited from his kindness, those who should have been around him more will have to live with their guilt. We all loved him and we all miss him so very, very much.

This was our Angelboy. He never spoke a word, but touched our hearts forever. May he always be happy in his new home Love Always Mommy & Daddy

Harold Weber was my father and one of the greatest men I have known. He was born in Brooklyn and,having lost both of his parents before he was a year old, spent the first five years of his life in an orphanage. Thereafter, he was raised primarily by his grandmother, a woman whom he admired and always believed would have lived twenty-five years longer had the Cuisinart been invented during her lifetime. My father was smart, funny, warm, loving, sensitive, real, a lover of food, his wife, his children, and much more. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him and ask myself what would he do? What would he think? I'll never forget and only wish everyone had had the chance to be a part of his life.

Ruth lived life to its fullest. She was a champion of the oppressed. She loved her animals, friends, family, and sunsets at the lake. She loved teaching. She got excited about her students'work. Ruth demanded the best from us and from herself. She is remembered as a contributing member to her profession, social work, and as a beloved friend. Ruth will continue to live in the hearts of all of us: her former students, friends, and family. We miss you. In loving memory, Marilyn.

I was a very lucky lady to have had a best friend and a husband all in one package. Your smile always managed to warm my heart and those green eyes were able to look deep in my soul. The love that we shared for each other kept us strong and living with great passion for each other and our family. Take care of Rugs for us. We miss her so much, but I know that she is with you and you always took great care of her. Go pick some buttercups together, I know that would make you both smile. I will always love you.

Faith and Courage

Our sweet Rugs,

I remember the strong young lady that made me proud. I remember the fun we had when we went to Disneyland.I remember hugging you and telling you how my heart was brimming with love for you. My memories are what keeps me strong and greatful to God for blessing me with you. I know that you are ok, because you are with your Dad and he will take good care of you. We will always love you!

Mary Louise Webster passed away unexpectedly from cancer in Surrey, British Columbia on January 22, 1998. She is lovingly remembered by her husband, Gordon; sons Ken (Michelle) and Gary (Candy); grandchildren, Breanne, Ryan, Jordan, Erika and Alexx.

Mom, We miss you and will think of you always. Blessed Be.

Kayla died January 23, 2005 from a cardia arrythemia. She is greatly missed by all. Kayla had spunk and spirit that would not stop. She was in the seventh grade at Warrensburg Middle School, Warrensburg, MO. She was always the " odd one out" and did not have many friends. She was diagnosed with bipolar and was taking risperdal and zoloft which one of these drugs comtributed to her death. If your child is taking psych drugs for a behavior issue, please research the drug(s)that is prescribed to your child. The doctors that prescribe these meds are ver lax in their decisions and truly do not care.

I will always pray that people will not judge a book by its cover, but to really look what is inside that book. Kayla leaves behind her sister, Nicole,a brand new niece, Hailey, her Dad, Randy, an adopted step-dad,Steve,her Grandma Sandy,her GG,Grandpa and Grandma Weddle,and many other family and friends. Please keep Kayla in your prayers and all the other kids that may not always fit in with the other kids in school.

Born in Shickshinny PA, survived by her husband, 4 daughters, 6 grandchildren, and 2 great grandchildren. She is greatly missed. And forever loved.

Life ruled by superstition; your sense of irony was the greatest irony of all, in the end.

MOM THERE IS NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF YOU AND WHAT A GREAT MOM YOU WERE I MISS YOU EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE AND THINK OF ALL THE GOOD MEMORIES. LOVE YOU ALWAYS FROM YOUR LOVING DAUGHTER DONNA MAE XOXO

DAD THERE'S NOT A DAY OR TIME IN MY LIFE WHEN SOMTHING HAPPENS THAT REMINDS ME OF SOMETHING YOU SAID OR DID THAT MAKES ME LAUGH OR CRY I MISS YOU SO MUCH LOVE ALWAYS TILL WE MEET YOUR LOVING DAUGHTER DONNA MAE

Alan weeks B.B.C. commentator for 40 years passed away in June of 1996 after a short battle with cancer. Alan is survived by a loving wife Jane and a son Roderick.

My dearest Son, I held you for only a moment, but I will love you forever. You are now held, safe in the hands of Our Father in heaven, we look forward to the day when we will once more be together. Loving you always
Mummy, Daddy, Ayla & Brianna. xxx

Matthew,

I miss you so much You will always be in my heart
I am so glad I had the two years with you that I had.
Mommy

Goodbye from all

Grandma-words can not begin to express how much I miss you already! for my 35 years of life you were always there for me. We did'nt want to let you go but we had to. You were so tired and in so much pain. It was'nt fair to ask God to keep you here any longer.We couldn't be selfish for our selves anylonger. So I prayed to him to please take you home and set you free- you deserved it so much! And he answared that prayer the next day. you lived such a long life-almost 95 years!!! you were loved by so many people who's lives you touched. your children,grand- children,great grandchildren and even great-great granchildren. we will all miss visiting you. And there will always be an emptiness in my life now that you are gone.I will never forget the love we shared. you were the most giving-special person I have ever known, my life is all the greater just for having you in it all these years. please do not be sad when I shed tears for you. I can not help it. I loved you soo soo much and it will take time, I know you had to say good-bye but it does'nt make it easier when we are still here to go on without you. But try to be content we will be okay. Rest now and be happy with God-- you have been ready to live with him for some time now.You will always be in my heart and thoughts-until the day when we meet again in Heaven and I can hold you in my arms again and this time I wont let you go. Linda

Really great old couple who lived across the fence from my dear Aunt Lillian & Uncle Richard..used to always sit on their swing in the summer evenings. My birthday and Christmas never went by w/out a card and dollar from them..Had a grandfather clock, cuckoo clock and antique upright piano, which i used to play as a child. gave me a handful of old 78rpm records before she died..Maudie & Kurvie, I really do miss you......

Rifka was a beloved daughter, friend, sister and person. Your time with us has been a blessing.

Dear Martin,It has been 5 years now and I still cant believe it. I still think of you all the time. We all miss you a lot and still remember you at family socials, we talk a lot about the good times we had with you. You will always be in my heart!

Survived by his daugheter Shana Weiderman and sister Joyce Davis. Was a member of A.A for 18yrs in Novato and Petaluma California.

Son of Shane and Jan,brother to Kylie.Loved by all who were lucky enough to have known him in his 18 years of life.His smile would brighten the night sky.His laughter would bring joy to the sad.His zest for life is an example for us all to follow.He lies peacefully in Springvale Cemetery in Melbourne Australia

I would like to express my thanks to whom ever created this web site, it really helps to keep things in perspective when one looses a loved one. This memorial is for my mother, who was taken away at such a young age. This month marks the 25th year that she has been gone. She passed away six days before my tenth birthday, there has not been a day in the passed 25 years that I have'nt thought about her in one way or another. My younger brother was only three at the time, so he really does'nt have any memories of her. I on the other hand, do have alot of wonderful memories of my mom. I now know the true meaning of what is meant when god says, "he only takes the best". So for now, mom, until we see each other again, we miss you deeply, even though we know you are some how always with us. -Living Eternally with God- Love, Dawn & David 1946-1974

Marty was respected and admired by all who met him, adored by all who knew him. He has an honorable man of action, whose principles and overwhelming generosity led him to care for many people and causes. He was a Trustee on the board of directors of the John Wayne Cancer Institute and on the national board of directors of the Wellness Community. A near native of Los Angeles, CA, USA, he graduated from UCLA and remained a devoted Bruins sports fan. He retired 17 years ago from the Santa Monica accounting firm he founded to devote himself fulltime to real estate investment and development. Marty and his wife Ruth traveled the world many times, appreciating diverse cultures, fine art, music, dancing and the good things in life. He was tall and strong, and everyone leaned on his kindness and strength. His smile and humor still lifts us now. He will be forever loved and missed by Ruth, his daughter Randy and her fiancée John, daughter Sharon and her husband John, his mother Pauline, and brother Leonard, his family, and an abundabce of friends and by every single person whose life he has touched.

To my dad,
You will always be in my heart. I love you always and forever.
Your Little Girl

Beloved husband of Fanny. Cherished father and father-in-law of Sharon and Martin Moss and Shoshana and Paul Tyson. Devoted grandfather of Andrew and Teala

In memory of Ian "Teeny" Weir, died 13 March, 2007, he was a much beloved brother, and a very unique man. Much respected, and sadly missed, love Ann Ian and Katie xxx

"If tears were a stairway, and memories a lane,
Id walk right up to heaven, and bring you back again."

If I had only known it was our last walk in the rain
I'd keep you out for hours in the storm
I would hold your hand, like a lifeline to my heart
And underneath the thunder we'd be warm
If I had only known it was our last walk in the rain

If I had only known I'd never hear your voice again
I'd memorize each thing you ever said
And on these lonely nights, I could think of them once more
And keep your words alive inside my head
If I had only known I'd never hear your voice again

You were the treasure in my heart
You were the only one who always stood beside me
So unaware, I foolishly believed that you would always be there

But then there came a day when I closed my eyes
And you slipped away

If I had only known it was my last night by your side
I'd pray a miracle would stop the dawn
And when you smiled at me, I would look into your eyes
And make sure you know my love for you goes on and on
If I had only known

The love I would've shown
If I had only known

* I LOVE YOU JOHN *

For my father-in-law. I always was closer to you than to mom, I guess because I have always been closer and have always found my male counterparts to be easier to talk and relate to. You were a unique man in many ways. You were there for me when my own father had "things he had to do." You, who loved being outdoors, sat an entire afternoon at my bedside when I was in the hospital and could not get out of bed. It was a fantastic day to be outdoors, but you sat there with me. You treated me just like I was your own and although we had our differences, I still felt that you really loved me. You gave me the best and most priceless possession that you had, your son. And I must tell you, you did a great job raising him, because he is the Best! Since your stroke, I know that a lot of the things you did was because of that. I wish I could have known you longer and heard more of your stories, because I know you had more. Now when I walk in a store, if I suddenly just burst out laughing, no one but you and Louis will known why! Already I miss you and Louis does, too. Thanks for all of the good memories that you gave us and for allowing me to call you "dad." I will miss our arguments and debates, but most of all I will miss you!

Louis was a wonderful man that God sent me after I prayed to God and told him what I wanted in a man. He was my soul mate, my best friend and my Hero. He always laughed when I called him my hero and I would ask him why he was laughing. He would tell me, "I am not hero material." He was such a loving, caring and compassionate person. When he died, he continued to give as his corneas were donated. There are so many things I could say about him, all good. He was not perfect, as only one is able to carry that title, but he was perfect for me. He gave me self-esteem and self-confidence. He always told me how much he loved me and I never doubted it. He lived a year and a half on dialysis because he felt like he was putting too much on me by him being on hospice. This man was the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me. I always was first in his life after God and he was in that position in my life. We had no children and we were totally wrapped up in each other. Our families did not understand. We enjoyed doing things with each other and never tired of each other's company. I know he is in heaven waiting for me to join him. I will be there with him one day and I just can hardly wait. Louis, I loved you in life and I love you in death. There will never be anyone else for me as once you have had the best there is no one who will ever take your place. Know you are still tops in my life. I love you with all my heart and soul. Your loving wife, Sue

To my beloved brother.... Hoping that he'll have found in death and escape far away of our dirty world. I will never forget you. Satori Mc. Guyre

Poor innocent Andrea died by unnatural causes. We'll miss you Andi, and we 'll find the one who strangled you. God Be With You. ^V^

Although it has been almost five years, your spirit, your love and happiness keep us alive and strong. You were an incredible inspration and loved by so many.
You truly remain in our hearts and souls forever.
We love you.
Susie, Sara and Katie

To our beautiful, loving daughter: We will always love you; you will be in our hearts forever.

What a gift God gave us, when He made us brother and sister.I always knew we had something so very special and strong, but until the end, I did not realize it could and would transcend even death as we mortals know it. When my heart aches with longing and missing,to the point I feel it will burst,I have only to think of our 53 years together and of our last day....that I was priviledged to hold you in my arms and reassure you of my love, as He took your hand and led you gently Home. I would not trade what we had in life, both the laughter and the pain,for any treasures on earth, as well, I would not trade the bittersweet pain of our final goodbye. You have managed with His mercy to fulfill a life long promise, made as children, to send powerful messages of everlasting life and love.It is with this that I carry on alone, fulfilling my promise to you and our God. I am and will ever be your loving Koona, "Thanking my God every time I remember you", and knowing you wait for me just beyond, where we will be reunited for all eternity.
Your Sister,
Linnie

she wanted to please so much we will miss her always

My grandfather was a great man and my best friend. He could always make me laugh. He will be remembered always.

I never thought you would leave me!!! I know you are with God in heaven resting at peace, but I miss you so dearly. I enjoyed all the fun things you and I did. It's not a day that goes by I don't think about you. Too bad I didn't get to see you before you left this mad world. All that matter is I told you I love you and you told me you loved me.

D ominant person with so much class,
W illing to do anything I ask,
I nspiration was always appreciated,
G enius in my book,
H ard to find another man like you,
T op notch (You were all that and some),

W ell spoken never bite your tongue,
E xcellent kisser,
L oved everyone who loved you including the punk that shoot U, C razy and wild man, I loved it,
H ero in many ways,

Love Always
Your Real GOOD close Friend,

-Marketa Montgomery

OUR SONG
"I WANT TO BE YOUR MAN" By Rodger and Zapp

JohnThe man who was always there for me,The man in all my dreams.The man who comforted me when I criedOr when something bursts inside...and screams.Never have I really showedHow much I loved this man.I never had the chance to say goodbyeas he's in another land.He's in a land of freedom;Where all the spirits roam.They do not suffer any painIn the place that they call home.This man is always with me,His spirit's never gone.The man of past-and presence! "My loving Uncle John."-------------x------------Uncle John, I was 13 when you died but i stillremember everything about you. I remember you spoilt me rotten all the time and i miss it terribly! I loved it when you took me to the yard to ride the Donkey and look at all the animals. I remember the day "Duke", Your dog, bit me on the bum! I still loved him though! He has joined you now,He could never be away from you for too long and one day we will all be together. And until that day you now have a great neice to play with and show her all the things you showed me! I wrote this poem for you while I was in a sick room at school.I was 14! I hope you like it. Well I must go now and dont worry about me because I now have somebody here to look out for me. Someone who I can share all my secrets and problems with. You would like him very much. He is very special to me. I love you Uncle John. All my love your loving Neice Angie xx (You always called me Angie) And love from Nanny,Grandad,Dad,Mum,Michelle and Danielle and Baby Izabelle. x Ps: Take care of Rhiannon, Alex and Homer. xx Love you Always xx

baby rhiannon
this is just a little space for you babe.
know you couldnt stay,but you are still all around us.could have loved you so so much,and had so much fun with you.it seems its not fair you cant be here.i know its selfish why we wanted you to stay,but really we know it was the best thing for you.didnt want you being hurt for most of your life,so its better that we have to hurt for a while instead,we wont forget you or stop loving you ever.because we know you are somewhere close,safe,thought of all the time,and being well looked after.your mummy is one of the very few people in this world who sees the whole picture,but she hurts at the moment,and this is something you wouldnt have wanted.so carry on playing now babe,because im going to look after her now,and always.dont worry about her being alone anymore,i think she now knows that she never will be again.talk to you soon sweetheart
love you always. grandad xxx and a kiss from mummy xxx

My dearest Brandon we miss you so very much. Your short little life on earth sure made an impact on a lot of people. Please know that we think of you every day and some day we will all be together. I love you so much, baby.
from your loving mother, sister and brother.

My dearest brother and friend, you are always in my heart. You left us too soon. Your other sister, Diana, and beautiful children, Kelsey and Vaughn miss you so much also. You were a smart guy and left your mark not only on those who loved you but also through your work. I still see your legacy online by your many books regarding financial advice as seen through the eyes of a commodities broker. Praying you are at peace and missed everyday.
With love,
Your sister Karen

You were my best friend. Someone that I could count on, no matter what the situation. Although you were only in my life for 7 years, I will remember you for the rest of my life. That smile of yours, that twinkle in your eye, that special way you had of making newcomers feel comfortable and letting them know that everything would be OK. You were such a big part of my sobriety and so many others. I know that you are now at the big meeting, with the many that had gone before you. Just remember to save me a seat till I can once more be beside you. I love and miss you.

curtis my dear friend, i cnt believe i didnt hav a propa chance 2 say goodbye? if only i had known that u wud leave jus an hour later! i wil hold evry word u last sed 2 me and live them all! i miss you so much and a year on i still dream and think about you every day!i know that not many wil be thinking of you 2day but i am! you never had a chance to meet my beautiful son codie and i hope that you will watch down on him as he grows and keep him safe! 3 months of his life you have missed but always watch him curty keep him safe and be his godfather from heaven!!
i miss you dreadfully and regret every day that i didnt know! i should have! you are and will always b in my thought curtis and love u like a brother!
love u always
jenna and baby Codie xxxxxxxxxxx

A man who loved: God, his wife, his family

This is a memorial and tribute to my Dad whom I love very much. Dad, you died two weeks before Christmas, and I just want you to know that your grandson is growing up to be a well mannered young man. You also have another grandson who looks like you very much. We all love and miss you so very much, and it hurts that you are gone, not able to go and call, or go and see. Your life was taken by gunfire one night, and it just doesnt seem fair. After two tours in Vietnam, and five years as a deputy, this seems the least fitting way for you to go. Life can be cut short, and I know that, for someday I will see you again. I will do the best I can in life, with what you have taught me,...I love you Dad. Your oldest, Marc

In memory of a wonderful son and brother who died suddenly from a brain haemorragh.

Gone from our sight, but never our memories
Gone from our touch, but never our hearts.

GOOD BLESS YOU, NOW YOU ARE IN GOD'S SAFE KEEPING

My Dear Friend Mike who's life was taken suddenly! I and your Family miss you terribly! With Love Matt

Ruth, I miss you very much. I am very proud of all your acomplishments. I love and miss you.

Ruth, you are my best friend. You have taught me so much - I wish I could be just like you. You will never be forgotten.

Love Always,
Natashia

He was a very dear friend of ours. A better person you couldn't ask for than Grizz, he would tell you like it was. Could always depend on him! We miss you buddy. Till we see you again ride on! Barn, Gail, & Josh

As an artist, Chuck showed us that love of all things on earth begins with one's submission to beauty. As a brother, he reminded us that the greater part of beauty comes from within. You will be missed.

"Tense" was my magical aunt. She was the sister of Leslie Wellington Wentworth. She proudly served the United States Civil Service System as a court stenographer with the military. Her pain is now over - may she ride on the waves of heaven creating beautiful things and joy until we meet again. Sadly missed by family and friends. You did it your way "Auntie" - love you, Lois-Ann

Dad - We never shared a lot of words but we did spend a lot of time together. You were my BEST FRIEND! Time went by to quickly. Guess I never thought you were going to leave me. I sure remember all those hunting and fishing trips! Dave now goes with me and he is now a real fireman! Hope Brutus, Kerry and Trooper are there licking you! They were your favorites. Your words of wisdom keep me going. Til we meet again this memorial is to let everyone know that you were the best Dad anyone ever had - I miss you! Lois-Ann

Grams; It still seems like it was only yesterday that you were called away, but we still love and miss you everyday. Sadly missed by: the Baumlein Grandchildren. Rest in peace Grams.

"Look for me in rainbows!" - Vicky Brown -

Lieve Lianne,

Rust zacht en we hebben je voor altijd in ons hart gesloten.

Berend en Mariette de Meyer

Beloved father, husband, son, brother. His death was such a shock; so sudden and unbelievable. We miss you and honor your memory.

My lovely Dad. Still sadly missed.. I wish you could have met my husband and your grandchildren. Still, I know you are watching over us and we will all see you sometime. My love always, Heather

To my sister, Nicola. How I wish you had lived to see your niece, nephew and brother-in-law. Still missed.. Heather

Rob was my best friend and was killed in a car accident coming home on his last day of school. There are no words to express how much I loved him. He was my boyfried freshman year, and has been my friend since the day we broke up. He was always there to discuss anything, even my repeated broken relationships. Everyone tells me he never got over me, and honestly I never got over him either. When he left for college I cried even though he was 45 minutes away. He would page me at 2:00 in the morning, so I would call him to talk. I still have the last page he sent the day before he died, I never called him back. He is my guardian angel forever. -When someone holds your hand once, they hold your heart forever.

Rob is a great friend to me. He was one of those guys that no matter how you were feeling could make you laugh. He is the type of guy that no matter how long you spend with him you will never forget him. I know that I will never forget what he meant to me. In high school we spent a lot of time just hanging out and watching movies, laughing just enjoying each others company. The only regrets I have is that I did not get to spend much time with him the last year of his life. Like so many people do after high school we both went away to college. He went to Northern and I went to Iowa. The distance made it hard to see each other, but during break we were able to catch up. I am so happy the last time I spent with him was a great memory that me and the rest of his friends will never forget. We all stood up in our friends wedding and had a great time. We laughed and joked around as usual, him and I joking cause we were the cool college kids now. I find myself thinking of him everyday and when I am feeling down praying to my new guardian angel for guidance. I know no matter were he is he will look out for me and everyone else that meant so much to him; he was just that type of guy. I find myself wondering why such a nice guy like him? Why not someone bad, but I guess god only wants the best and Rob definitly is the best. I am lucky enough to have a friend and now guardian angel that will last a lifetime. Rob will never be forgotten in my heart as well as many others. We will always love you Rob. Love Christen

Rob Wertz was one of those guys who once you meet he stays with you. Rob was one of my best friends and he will forever be one of my greatest friends. Rob and I shared something in our group of friends that I didnt have with anyone eles both of our names were the same. Therefore that alone made what we had that much better. As i sit here trying to think of something to say about Rob I am overrun by memories, most good and with anyone those times where we were both at each others necks. Though those times that we may not have been on best of terms makes living with his death that much harder. For a long time i was angry with him for stupid things and I never told Rob face to face how much he meant to me. One of the last memories I have of him was at our friends wedding night kinda party, Rob stood up and told all of us that he was sorry for the past years when all of us may not have been as close as we were. I remember sitting there when he told us and it was a kinda relaxing feeling along with one of those where you just sit back and feel so good to be there with those whom make your life such a good one to live. That might have been the last night when we were all sitting around talking and enjoying each others pressance. Within a month Rob died in a car accident. I still sit here during those quite times when Im thinking of him and I thank God evertime that we were able to enjoy that night. I have thought about Rob everyday since....I dont feel I lost a friend but I feel I just gained a gardian angle. So Rob where ever you are and whatever your doing I hope you know that where ever I go Ill keep you with me, I miss you with all my heart my friend.

for those who don't know, here's what we were told happened ( as i remember) :

May 7th 1999..

Friday afternoon, his car was packed with the last few things from his dorm room.. he was officially done with his freshman year at NIU. When he was driving home on Plank Road, for an unknown reason, his car drifted off the road while turning right. His tires got stuck in the sand/mud. He hit the gas petal trying to get back onto the road, however, he hit it too hard and crossed over the yellow divider line heading into on coming traffic. The on coming cargo van had no time to react. The driver T - Boned Rob's car on the passenger side so hard it slid the Mazda several feet. The passenger seat was pushed under the drivers seat. We were told later by the medical examiner that the pressure from the crash and the seat belt had ripped open the artery above his heart, Rob was killed instantly. However, if he wasn't wearing the seat belt he would have been thrown out of the Mazda. We were also told that there was a chance "IF" he had 3 more seconds either way he "might" have been missed by the van and possibly survived. He was only 19. He had his whole life ahead of him.

** We know God calls up at different times of our life for different reasons. We don't know why Rob was called so early but we do know that one day we will meet again.. he is watching over all of us and will forever remain as our Guardian Angel...

** Footprints In The Sand **

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,
“You promised me Lord, that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there have only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?”

The Lord replied,
“The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand, is when I carried you.”

Kelsi was killed in a house fire on 7/25/96 at 10:00am. I with I could have done more for you little Kelsi, when the Fireman brought you out to me, I knew that you were already in gods hands, but I still tried to bring you back. You're seated next to god now.
We all will miss you.
Steve

I can't believe that 5 years has already past. I miss you so much dad. You are always in my thoughts. I still turn to you for advice and guidance. Until we meet again.
Love, Trina

We miss you Paula because you were a fine, good woman.

Beloved Father and Grandpa...greatly missed.

To my Country Sunshine: May you rest in peace forever, and sleep in the warm presence of God's love. I will always miss your smiles and singing, and I know you have finally found the peace and happiness that seemed to elude you here on earth. You'll always be remembered Dottie, forever in my heart, from a Canadian fan, Brad Gagner.

Beloved Son, Brother and Friend - Jay, we'll love you and miss you forever!

Wonderful mother and Grandma...wife of Donald...beloved by all and dearly missed

Tamera went home to the Lord on March 1, 2000 at the tender age of 38 after an 18 month battle with Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma. She will be deeply missed by her husband Steve, and son Daniel who was born 9/10/98. Her loving family including her parents, two sisters and three brothers, in-laws and nieces and nephews were by her side until she was beckoned home.

She touched all of our lives as an Angel from God. She was always happy and smiling. She only had good words to say about others, and was never heard uttering anything the least bit disparaging.

She made me feel good to be around her. Just being around her made me be a better person. I wanted to be that nice and that pleasant. She thanked God in prayer before every meal. She thanked God for nature and the smell of fresh mowed grass. She valued family and friendships and felt blessed.

She loved her husband and child so much.

I'm going to miss playing volleyball with you. You used to cheer me on when I served and call me Special K.

I'm going to miss eating lunch with you. I'm going to miss the way your eyes twinkled when you laughed and looked at me. I'm going to miss the way you appreciated me.

You were my best friend and I love you. Maybe the angels go back early. Maybe you can be my angel now.

--jrhk

David West was one of the most unique people ever to inhabit this earth. He had an appreciation of all the beauty that the world offered. He left a living legacy in his beloved son, Jason Alan West. His presence is greatly missed.

My darling son, although it's been almost five years the pain of losing you has not gone away. I can still picture your face, your smile and I remember how much you loved your family. You are so missed. We will always love you.

mom

So many regrets yet I'm very thankful for the time we had. When I started my search for you my birth-father and found you in May of 1995 I never imagined it would end this way. I wish we had lived closer to each other so we could have spent more time together. Thank you for the unending phone calls and all the words of encouragement. When you, Terry and Kayla visited in August it was a very special time for me. Now that time seems so valuable and I'm greatful for that. It was very gratifying to know that other's thought we look alike and had similar mannerisms. Believe it or not you taught me a few things in the short time we had together.

Our time is gone now and I'm not sure what to feel. It feels like no sooner was a void filled in my life and now it is empty again. Memories will help fill that void but never replace the times I had hoped to spend together.

We will not forget you. Brenda and I will hug our kids for you and not let them forget you either.

I wish we had talked about your spiritual beliefs. God is real and my relationship with Him guarantees that when I die I will be in heaven. Maybe I'll see you there, but for now only God knows.

Love always,
Brett

We love and miss you more every day. Lauren and I know how much you wanted grandchildren, but you never said it aloud because you didn't want to hurt your little girl. Well, God knew how hurt and bewildered she was when you left us, and after a long, arduous pregnancy Lauren delivered our miracle grandbaby, Jennifer Hannah-Westberg Walsh. Remember, my sweet, funny husband -- "my cup runneth over with love"...and we will meet again, when God wills. Tig

Scott, we miss you so much. You left us too soon! We are expecting a baby and will name it after you if it is a boy. You will never, ever be forgotten. I'll hold you close to me until I can see you again.

Nana, its been 14 years since you've departed this world to eternal rest. Not a day passes that I don't think of you - I think of you everyday. I miss you so much! I love you, Nana! Love always, Jim...

Pop-Pop....you passed away before I was born. I sure wish I had gotten to know you but I feel as though I did from hearing stories through Nana (Frances) and Mom (Gloria). I know we will all meet again one day. Love from your grandson, Jim...

Margy Although our family is a large one, we are missing a vital link. I never realized how loosing one person could put such a strain on the entire family. You were so full of life and at times so "full of it" But that is what made you the individual you were. We saw you so rarely, you would pop in and out of our lives. But that made each occasion so memorable. You are missed by all Love until I see you again. Kathie

My beloved dad

Tom, the photo of you in tux for roberts opening night (sent framed to me by steve)is on my dressing table. I see you at the beginning & end of every day. theres a lump in my throat like knives so i'll say nite nite, take care

your spirit will live in us forever.

-Brandy, Family & Friends