What I can say is, NO MORE NUCLEAR! (on 30 May 1998)

Teddy was a devoted brother and a dearly loved uncle and great-uncle.
God was so quick to put you on his earth and also so quick as to take you back. You left our lives so quickly but you have never left our hearts.
We think of you alot but miss you even more. Grandad misses you alot and is lonely without his brother.
I hope you are re-united with the rest of your family and are happy, please do look in from time to time.
May God bless you and keep you safe in His Kingdom.

You're in our hearts and memories always!
Lots of love
Your great-neice, Sarah XXXXXXXX
Everybody else in the family sends their love and best wishes.

To Michael, our beloved son: Thank you for the lifetime of love and happiness that you packed into such a short time. You will never be forgotten. Though there is a void in our hearts and family, we rejoice in the knowledge that you are in a much better place. We know you are happy, and we look forward to the day we will be with you.

Comedian, visionary and freedom fighter.
Sorely missed.

I LOVE YOU. I NEVER IMAGINED YOU COULD BE TAKEN AWAY FROM ME AFTER GROWING UNDER MY HEART FOR 6 MONTHS. I AM SO DEVASTATED. I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN.

LOVE

MOTHER

This is to my father's memory, who made me an open-minded and curious person and whose support I can still feel today.

Gloved hands with secateurs grasping cuttings of "Park Director".
Buckets of salt and a flashlight-the scourge of the slugs
Missing saucepan lids (where has she put it now?!) under assorted cuttings she had nurtured into the world.
Cars slowing down to view the proud heads of roses poking through the hedges.
Feeding vine weevil grubs to the robin and watching the wrens and the mad march hares.
There's a garden in heaven Nan where slugs and greenfly are banned and the frost never kills tender perennials like you.

In memory of my wonderful Dad, who grew too tired to stay on this earth.

God took you so you would be at heaven's gate to meet your Grandson, my wonderful son Graham, who followed you there just 13 short weeks later.

Take care of him for me Dad. I love and miss him so much.

You loved me from my first breath,
I will love you 'til my last.

Your heartbroken daughter Pat.

John, was only nineteen. We were going to spend the rest of our lives together. Together we were going to experience life. He is everything to me. He is forever my love. He showed me what love is. He showed me how to love and what it feels like to be loved, no matter what. He is forever my love. Nothing can separte two souls that were ment to be together. Our love will last. I will make sure of it. This is the song John alway used to play for me. It is our song. "speak to me n a language I can hear humour me before I have to go deep in thought I forgive everyone as the cluttered streets greet me once again I know I can't be late, supper's waiting on the table tomorrow's just an excuse away so I pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own. the earth laughs beneath my heavy feet at the blasphemy in my old jangly walk steeple guide me to my heart and home the sun is out and up and down again I know I'll make it, love can last forever graceful swans of never topple to the earth and you can make it last, forever you you can make it last, forever you and for a moment I lose myself wrapped up in the pleasures of the world I've journeyed here and there and back again but in the same old hunts I still find my friends mysteries not ready to reveal sympathies I'm ready to return I'll make the effort, love can last forever graceful swans of never topple to the earth tomorrow's just an excuse and you can make it last, forever you you can make it last, forever you" - Smashing Pumpkins 33 John, Forever You. I will make it last. I Love You John and Thank You. Meghan

Three years ago, James Ayers who'd been smoking pot and drinking beer-took away your life that we held so dear. That day our hopes and dreams for you died, so many heart broke and so many people cryed. Now your in heaven, your one of Gods own.But oh how we wish you were still here at home. We do have our memories,especaily of your crooked little smile and all the love you shared with us, if only for such a short while. We love and miss you Mikey Dad,Mom,Danielle,Samantha,Tom,Tim,Jon&Tracy,Jaime&Luke, Grandma. And all thoes whose lives you touched with love for they all loved you back.

I once heard that you should not miss someone who is always in your heart. So, I will not miss this amazing man who saw enough faces and places for dozens of life times. Instead I will get up each day, breath and live on until we meet again. Edward, I hope that where you are now all your dreams are made possible.

Forever in my heart, Seraph

A kind and honest man who fought bravely in WWII with honor. He lived in the small town Blooming Grove, Texas after retiring from the military. He is survived by his wife Sadie, sons Ed and Bill, many grandchildren and 1 great-grandchild. We loved him very much and pray for his re-birth into heaven.

Dana Hill was a brilliant, talented actress who died too young. She began her career playing children and teens, and was able to continue doing so well into her twenties, as she was small in stature, and had a round, baby-face. She is probably best known for her work in films like "Shoot the Moon" with Albert Finney and Diane Keaton, and "National Lampoon's Vacation" in which she played Chevy Chase's daughter.

As she grew older, she found a second career in cartoons. Her distinct, gravelly voice was perfect for such characters as Max, Goofy's son, and the mouse in "Tom and Jerry".

Privately, however, the quality of Dana's short life was compromised by serious medical problems. Dana developed childhood diabetes (the same disease that claimed the life of her sister at age 29), hearing loss, partial blindness and kidney problems. She died on July 15, 1996, after a six week coma. She had suffered a massive stroke, and was found unconscious by a housekeeper.

The real tragedy is that much of Dana's deterioration could have been prevented. While Diabetes is a managable illness, Dana often ignored her special needs, refusing to take her medication regularly and eating improperly. In the last years of her life, she often passed out at recording sessions. She once blacked out while driving, and wound up with a broken arm.

Dana was well loved by many, and there was no shortage of people who tried to rescue her from herself. But the great irony is that Dana didn't want to die. She had a tremendous joy for living, and just wanted to live life the way a healthy person would. She wanted to be free of needles, of pain. She couldn't bear the thought of going on dialysis three times a week, which was something she would be soon be facing. So instead, she chose to live her life in one big, brief explosion of color; like an exotic bloom to beautiful to last. We may have different opinions about that choice. But we cannot argue that it was HER choice.

When we think of Dana, we will remember her great gift, her impish grin and her love of mischief. And we will take great comfort in the knowledge that she has at last found the peace she so sought in her brief lifetime.

Beloved son and brother

There's so many questions that i never got to ask. So many things i wish i had said, but now your gone.Until we meet again just know i love and miss you.Your always in my thoughts. Mari

My father spent more than 36 year in the US Air Force both as a MSgt for over 20 year active duty and as a civilian reach the highest of his profession a Fire Chief at Andrews AFB, MD. outside Washington DC. His funeral was a firefighter funeral and he was buried Friday July 28, 1995 at Arlington National Cemetery with full military honors. He was buried under an oak tree with the squirels running around the tree. He loved animals and trees. He was in pain but not any more. He was only 60 and smoking cut his life short, but we will all love and miss him. May he rest in peace. May God bless him and that he is with him now in heaven. Forever a Firefighter, as the fire bell at the funeral ring the last call for my father.

He left us before we were ready to give him up, but, we would never have been ready to give him up. He was so afraid he would be forgotten, but he will live on in our hearts forever. He was the loving, devoted companion of Jeff, the cherished son of Larry and Lana, stepson of Gary Hood and brother of Debbie. We must pray that they work to find a cure for AIDs before this horrible disease steals any more of our cherished and gifted loved ones.

God saw he was getting tired,
a cure was not to be;
So he put his arms around him,
and whispered, "Come with me."

With tearful eyes we watched him suffer,
and saw him fade away;
Although we loved him dearly,
we could not make him stay.

A golden heart stopped beating,
hard working hands now rest
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
he only takes "The Best."

Husband,Father,Grandpa,Sportsman,Friend and Police Officer.... When I come to the end of the day and the sun has set for me I want no rites in a gloom-filled room. Why cry for a soul set free? Miss me a little,but not too long and not with your heads bowed low. Remember the love we once shared. Miss me but let me go. For this is the journey we all must take and each must go alone. It's all a part of the maker's plan, a step on the road to home. When your lonely and sick at heart go to friends we know and bury your sorrows in doing good deeds. Miss me,but let me go. Love and miss you Dad,we cry every day. Your's,Dorothy,Diane,Dick,Laura,Erin,Glen,Kay and your Friends

My pop was a very good man he believed in the Lord Jesus Christ whom he is with now. I can never remember him saying an unkind word about anybody, no matter what they did. He was a peace-maker, easy-going and always with a big warm smile and a wave of his hand he greeted friends. He loved people, worked hard and was honest. I miss him so much. I love him and I still hurt, I never got to say goodbye and the guilt of not being there is terrible

You were my Mum and mentor, you taught and equiped me for life, you left me so suddenly, I felt so young an alone but I knew that it would not be forever, you were tierd and wanted to go home to dad and rest in the loving arms Jesus, how could I be mad at you, I know that one day we will be a family again. I love you Mum, your little girl Wilma...

"As the heavens lit up the sky, the old rugged cross carried her gently to our Lord's haven of peace and rest" Jean, beloved mother, grandmother, and friend. Your smiling presence will always remain deep in our hearts. God bless you on your new journey.

"Beyond the door, there's peace I'm sure, and I know there will be no more tears in Heaven" Eric Clapton "Tears In Heaven"

As a little boy you were full of wide eyed wonder! Always under foot it seemed to me (I was a very grown up 5 year old then!) You were always curious! You grew into a fine young man. I was so impressed when you met the wonderful lady you married and became a real dad to her little girl. There was no doubt you loved her as if she were your own! Then you became the father of a cute blue=eyed blonde girl who looks just like you to this day! You were every childs dream of a daddy! While we all miss you and will grieve for times we never got to have I just feel so blessed to have known you. You made lasting impressions on hearts all along your way. I know you are with my own Kelly in God's care.

To my baby brother, whom I miss so very very much... All the promises that I made to you will be forfilled. And for your son, I will do all I can for ever and ever. I wish you could see him now, Pug... Acts sooooo much like you. He's a very handsome little guy and he misses his dad so very much, as we all do.. Can't wait to take your hand someday and join you on the other side,,, Till then, remember I love you and miss you, Forever, Sis

To the best friend I have ever known
2 years to the day, it doesn't get easier
my heart breaks every day knowing you've gone
you were such a part of my life that i don't know how to function fully with you no longer with me
I would give anything to have you back
to care for you again
for our crazy days out
our chats
our moans and groans
you'll never know the gap you've left behind
i know I'll never have anyone in my life who can fill the whole, without your friendship i'm incomplete, I wish I could turn back the clock and tell you one last time how much you mean to me and how much I love you,

I look to the sky every night and hope that you're at peace
and hope you know how much you were loved and are missed.

I love and miss you today, tomorrow and always xxx

from your friend Jacqi

Beloved mother and grandmother. Noni, we miss you.

Beloved husband, father, and grandfather

This is a memorial for my grandparents, Peter Roy Hill and Olive Hill. I never knew my grandmother, as she died from cancer when my father was 17. I only have vague memories of my grandfather, as he died from a brain tumour when I was 4. I just hope they can see how much their family misses them. Their sons David and Paul are doing very well, as are their families.

Nanny and Grandad were beautiful people.

All my love, Alex [17, Southampton]

Mom it has so long since you have left us. It has been 15 years and the pain is still very much there. I have had 3 children and I know you would just be so proud of all of them, I know that you have been with us through Bill's death and Carol's and Robert's and Adam's and I do find comfort in that but I still need you so much and so does Dennis and Deb. I just wanted you to know how robbed I feel I did not have you for long. I feel like my son Justin is going to grow up and have the problems I have had Because I miss you so very much! I just needed a place to be able to write this down Mom I love you and miss you so very much!

Dear dad you worked so hard for us all, with nine children to support both you and mum gave us so much, although you had so little, but what we lacked in material things you made up for in love, you were so special dad I will never forget you, I pray that you are with mum & Jesus and that one day we will be a family again.... forever love, Wilma...

Dad I miss you so much that it hurts. I need you still today and I am 29 I have 3 boys who will never know your kind heart and your gentle soul. You were taking from us far to soon. I wish that you were here. I miss mom and everyone else to I feel that I have be punished because people I care about have be swept away from me. I want the world to know how much of a kind man you were and a wonderful father. Dad I mish so much your daughter Teresa

"He lived, He laughed, He loved; His spirit was meant to soar." BeamBoy My friend can only be described as a light. He has a shining light in his eyes, And a bright light in his brain. He has a warm and loving light in his heart. So when he was taken away, my world was dark. No more light from my friend brightened my pathways. No more ignited beams helped me through my troubles. No more flame of his love protected me. But one day we'll meet again, in Heaven. And my life will be as bright as it has ever been. By: Kathryn Nichols "Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy." Inspired by an Eskimo legend Nearer My God To Thee We know everything; we search and wander around, but without the guidance we think we don't need, where will we end up? Lost, found, we will find green pastures or still waters, some will, some won't. I pray I'm able to surrender my will to the proper Guidance, guide me to the green pastures and still waters. Written by: Hal Hilliard on April 20, 1997 The loving son of Dean and Carolyn Hilliard, both of Tifton, Georgia, he was a 15 year old student and a member of First United Methodist Church. He was the caring brother to one sister,Honey, and one brother, Trip. He was a devoted friend and a talented artist of music, poetry, and drawing. Rest in Peace. He will remain in our memories and hearts forever.

My father - when you say or write or read those words, what thoughts & feelings & memories start rushing in! My dad was the only son and had two sisters - in a family with a tradition of boys learning to be electricians, joining the union and the Masons. He served his country in WWII in the Navy. [I have one of his old uniforms - it fits me at 5' and less than 100 lbs. SOAKING WET - so you can picture how skinny he was.] He & my mom married in 1946 - had three sons and one daughter. My son now proudly hangs my dad's Artic Circle certificate (framed lovingly by my mom) on his wall. My dad died at home - it was quiet and safe and familiar for him. Thanks, Hospice! He was known as Dick to many friends, Tom to work friends, and Tricky Dicky to a select few (haha). My father searched and did not find the Ship's book from the USS Forrest, and the music/song sheet for an old ditty he learned during the war (Johnny Fedora met Alice Bluebonnet). These are now part of my quest. My dad was at times gruff & sarcastic. He'd rarely tell his children how proud he was of them but he'd brag on us to his friends. He raised four children with our mother, and most importantly, he loved our mom.

I miss you so much. I loved you very much . It is heartbroken that cancer killed you .I will never forget you

ACROPOEM
To the memory of my dear grandfather

S tars, you are so kindly shining
A s lighthouses in the night.
M y grandfather, I’m not pining
U nder gray clouds in the light.
E arth, I hope that you remember
L ike an eagle with good wings
H im who was your son, your member.
I n the sky he always wins.
M orning, tell him please my story,
M y unaided thought and dream
E ver living in his storey,
L oving him so young and trim.
S un, don’t hide your native feeling,
O rnaments of yellow waves,
H ands of gold, time warmly wheeling,
N ames of men creating ways!

Ph.D. & Dr.Sc. Leo Himmelsohn

We all wish you were still here! What happened was so, so unfair.I just can't believe you're gone. Everyone misses you so much... I'll never forget your face, your smile. I hope you're watching all of us from wherever you are. We'll never forget you, and I'm sure alot of us will think of you every single day.

Thank you for giving me the opportunity to know you..I have so many awesome memories with you, so many funny stories, and I hope that one day when I see you again, we can remember them together.
I miss you.

Elga Hindin passed away peacefully on June 13, 2006 surrounded by her family and friends. Elga led an incredible life, as a spiritual teacher, mentor, and psychic. Elga was truly a woman of the world who believed deeply in the need for world peace and understanding. she was a dynamic soul whose spirit and energy touched all of those she met. Elga is the author of OUR FATHER, a book about her experiences with God. We who knew her will miss her force forever. We love you Elga, may God watch over your soul for evermore.

Henry Lee Hines, was born on January 13, 1920 in Onalaska, Texas. On October 2, 1939, Henry Lee married Dorothy Lee Blake (deceased) and to this union one son was born, James Henry Hines.

He made his commitment to God at an early age. He united with the Central Garden M.B.C. under the leadership of Dr. D.L. Gilliam. He rededicated his life under the leadership of Pastor A.B. Stubblefield of the True Gospel M.B.C., where he was a member of the male chorus. He was a long standing employee at Cactus Pipe and Supply, where he retired after 30 years of service. After retirement he went to work at North Forest Independent School District as a crossing guard.

He was preceded in death by his father - Reverend James Lee Hines, mother - Mattie Hines and devoted stepmother - Lucinda Hines Taylor. He was the only surviving son.

He leaves in God's care his family; a devoted son - James Henry Hines and daughter-in-law, Marie Hines. His grandchildren; Joyce, Marvin, Sharonda, Felecia, Wayne, Tangela, Norma and a host of great and great-great grandchildren.

You were like a big brother to me. You are truly missed and will never be forgotten. I wait until the day we meet again, and you can sing Boyz II Men to me, just like the old days. I love you Travis, and so did Becky. Love, Carrie

Robin had a smile that could make everything in the world seem good. Her voice was like listening to a sweet song, that soothed your heart. Robin's eyes had a light in them that can only come from heaven above. I truly believe that she was an angel that God lent us for a short time. Her heart was to kind, innocent, and pure for this world. She was my sister, and my life will never be same without her. I wake up every morning and you are my first thought, when I pray at night, I send my love to you. I know that I have to live out my life here without you, But I live for the day that I join you and we walk throughout heaven, the three of us, you, Mama, & I.

Your daughter Cathie wishes she had known you...She loves you anyway...The only thing she has of you is a couple of pictures... Will you please look after her & ask God to bless her sweet heart...Your son-in-law, Jack

This is in Loving memory of David J. Hinnegan SR. {A.K.A. Big Bubba = The King} From, his other family, with eternal love, Nancy (a.k.a. Queen) Jamie(a.k.a. Silentman) Tracie (Legs = TC) Shana (Babybubba) we will love you forever, miss you everyday, and thank you for all your love and gentle heart. Someday we will be together again!!!!! Until then, may God bless you, and keep you safe until we are together!!!! We love you forever!!!!

Cathy, I miss you so much, this has been real hard on me and everyone. I miss your phone calls, your laughs.
when you left, part of me went with you. you are my only sister and I loved you so much. we talked about everything, except the problem you had, it was hidden so well. It was too late when we found out, we were hoping and praying you would pull out of it, but you did'nt.
We could have gotten you help,if you had only said something.
The doctor said you have bulimia, I just wish you had of come to me or anyone. everyone, your husband tim, and kids t.j and ashley are having a hard time too.
You were Beutiful the way you were. I'll never understand how you could let this take over, you were to smart for this. You just turned 35 years old, you will never be forgotten by anyone.
I think about you everyday, all day, I cry everyday, I will never get over losing you.
Thank you again for taking me out to eat in October, that was so nice. Thank you for being the best sister anyone could ever have, and I will always love you til the day I die. You will always be in my heart.
I stayed by your side for almost 2 months at the hospital, til the end, I held your hand, I seen things I'll never forget. I know you wouldn't hurt us intentionally, from the things I have been reading, from my understanding, I don't believe you had control over it, it had control over you. Sometimes I feel so lonely and depressed, sometimes I don't feel I'll make it, you did take a huge part of me with you, and you'll forever be in my heart.
I'm scared being left alone to take care of mom and dad, with dad's cancer, I feel like I'm going crazy sometimes.
I needed your help so much. Your whole family loves you so much and you are badly missed.
when ever it's my time to go, on the other side, you'll be the first person I look for. I don't feel like I'll be happy again, a part of me and my life is gone now. I love you. Brenda

Mama, it's been seven years since you left to be with the Lord and I miss you more every day. I think about you often and would give anything to touch your lovely face and see your beautiful blue eyes one more time. I long for the day when I will be with you once more. My tears still flow when I think of the pain you went through before God healed you and took away the pain in Heaven. I love you so much and I know that your spirit is still here with me to guide me. I often feel your loving arms around my shoulders when I weep from missing you so. God, take care of my mother and thank you for taking away her pain. I love you, Gracie

Think where man's glory most begins and ends, And say my glory was I had such friends. Phoenix made the choice to leave this life. She's missed by the people she touched. Sue, Dave, Sean and many others.

My dear Phoenix -

Almost 5 years has passed since your departure, the day I entered my 2nd quarter of a century, and I still love and miss and think about you everyday... Although you felt tortured by demons that would never go away and I understand your need for escape there will forever be a cavity in my heart that can never be mended. You were the big sister I never had, such a connection, of course you were an angel, not meant for such a treacherous existence and you fought with it everyday, keeping up appearances when you could, waiting for that one moment you could escape and never come back, leaving all the shit accumulated behind. I am so sorry your life had to be that way and that there was no other way for you to find piece. Wherever you are (and I think we've made contact before) please know that I love you and think about you a lot and that I know you're always with me in my heart...

Love,

Your friend, fellow journalist, partner-in-crime, and ex-flatmate,

Naomi

P.S. Say hello to my mum and Roddy McDowall, hay? :)

Michael was a good friend and he lived to have fun. He lived his short life to the fullest; he always had a big smile on his face and laughed all the time. He will be remembered and will live on through the wonderful memories that we have. He is missed by all of his friends, not a day goes by that we don't think of him. All of your friends love you and miss you so much Michael, we will see you in heaven. Smile down on us.

You lived a valiant life. It is hard to imagine that quarks and electrons could evolve the human spirit

Father, husband, farmer, rancher, lover of nature and all that god has created: Daddy, you certainly have made your mark here on earth and are so very much missed by all who knew you and loved you. Your appreciation and care for animals, your appreciation for preserving the prairie and all the natural wild flowers, your gentleness and controlled strength which you exhibited. Your concern for us, your children and your smile when you would see us is very much missed. The lessons that you have taught taught us are even more vivid now in our minds now that you are gone you have etched your wisdom and kindness upon our hearts. WE love you more than we can express and we are so very blessed to have had an earthly father as special as you.